Nothing I can say...

Nothing I can say will ever excuse what I did. I did the one thing I said I wouldn't do. I never promised, but I sure did tell you I would never do what I did. You aren't mine...never have been and who knows if you ever will be. I guess caring has been my biggest fault whether it be too much or too soon, I am a carer...it's in my nature. It's not that I mind other girls, it's that the combination of intoxication and hearing some girl loudly in my ear sent me over the edge. However, there is no excuse for what I did, but I'm woman enough to adimit I did it and appologize for it. I believe that we have a mutual respect for each other and I simply wanted to know who she was...honestly I would have joked about you takin her home like I do with so many of the other random girls. I know how you feel about me and I know how I feel about you. I have worked hard on growing over the last few years and lastnight was not the lady that I am or want to be portrayed as. You mean far too much to me to let 5 minutes tarnish what we have. The happiness you bring to my life is a breath of fresh air and far too precious to me to lose. I hope that you can forgive me and realize that lastnight wasn't Ashley and that we can wipe the slate clean...