Wednesday, December 24, 2008

My brother from another

Well I woke up to it snowing again this morning...it's been snowing in Seattle for about a week now...blah. But the snow remided me of the amazing weekend I was able to have. Saturday I spent the entire day with the greatest guy I know...my best friend Jason! We ended up spending so much of Saturday together we came out of his brother's basketball game to a winter wonderland I ended up turning 1 day into 3 with him. I've always found myself having the most interesting and profound relationships with guys...I guess I'm just that girl that's girly enough for the girl advice, but aware enough to see the guys side. I realized after spending 3 days with my bestfriend that I love him so much and I feel like I don't tell him enough. When we first met almost 2 years ago I never thought he'd end up being another brother to me. After I lost my bestfriend Quinton (females and drama) I wasn't sure that I would ever be able to replace him, although he will never be replaced Jason has become a bestfriend and more to me. I value our friendship and realize that I am blessed beyond belief by our relationship. I am able to share with him things I feel no one else understands and he shares with me things that he could never tell anyone else (at least female). He is my blessing. I sometimes wonder what would have happend if we never met or if our relationship had taken a different path...for once I'm glad I didn't fight the flow of life. This weekend brought one of the most profound moments in our friendship...two very straight people sleeping together in the same bed and loving each other on a level so deep that neither felt the need to try anything...just having the warmth of the other persons body and knowing that the person next to you will always love you. I love my brother from another and his whole family like they are my own. He is a wonderful man and I am glad that I can call him my bestfriend! I've also decided that he will be the Godfather of my children, because if I trust him to take care of me I trust him to take care of my future kids.

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