I Don't Want to Miss It...

Lately I've been thinking a lot about where life will take me next. I am less than a month away from my college graduation and at a crossroad with so many important decisions to make. It is at this point that I really must look deep, because it really is time to grow up and get on with my life.
One thing I've given a great deal of thought to besides what I'm going to do with my life, is who will be there to share my life with me. I know obsessing about something so trivial isn't the right thing, but what if the obsession is one that just won't go away? What if you believe that the person you're meant to share you life with is someone God brought in? What if that person has changed your life unknowingly for the better?
I know who he is and it scares me. It scares me because he has been someone that has stood by me since the day he met me never once questioning me. He has listened to me, cried with me, laughed with me and become one of the greatest people I believe I will ever know.
It feels so right...the feeling I have about us, but I guess my mind won't let me really believe in it. More than what scares me about him is the thought of never knowing if it really is a deep as I feel it is. I guess there's only one way to find out...I gotta take that trip. I'd rather take the trip and be disappointed than not take it and spend my life wondering what if...it really could be just what I need and I'm not sure I could live with myself if I miss it.