Monday, January 12, 2009
Before it happens....
I always find myself in the darndest predicaments and this time is no different. This is somewhat of a follow up to my last post. So I hung out with Mr. Wonderful Saturday night. It was a great time. No complaints at all. He held my hand when we were at Safeway, he took me to his place and he made sure I got home safely. However I'm still skeptical as hell. He seems to perfect, something is missing. I'm more scared for him to be perfect than to find out that he isn't. So that leaves me where I am right now. Do I stick around and wait for him to break my heart into a million pieces or do I bail before I get into deep? Now I know what they say...in order to find love you have to be willing to get hurt. Well I'm sick of being hurt and I'm not sure I could go through that with this one since I really like him and think so much of him. I mean I'm already waiting for him to screw up just like everyother guy which I know is so wrong, but I can't help but to think that because he is so perfect there is something really wrong that I'm going to find out too late. I wish liking people wasn't so complicated and that if you like someone they just like you back. Oh if it could all be so simple!
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