I attempted this blog about 30 minutes ago and that didn't go so well. I was really angry and upset, but with the help of constants I've come to realize that frustrations shouldn't really mean anything.
My constants are my friends, family, music and most of all my friends. My friends keep me grounded and remind me of the wonderful person I am. They are the siblings that God forgot to give me. I love my friends so much it's rediculous. They know me better than anything or other people. They are the reason I smile and they are what drive me to be my best. I have my best friends, but one friend means more to me than anyone will really know...my BA. He has been my hero and inspiration over the last 3 years. He's driven me to be better than even I thought I could be and he's always loved me in his own way. Many times when I'm goin through things I always think what would BA say or do, what would he want me to do. He came into my life as someone I liked, but has ended up as someone I respect and love. He has become my refuge when I don't know where to turn I know I can always go to him. It's like whenever something is going on he always seems to know how to put things into perspective for me. We share a bond that no one can really understad or break. Although he lives 3 time zones and 3000 miles away he is my constant, he is the definition of a best friend. Other than moving to Florida he has never faulted me, doubted me or let me down.
It's in my darkest moments and my moments of worthlessness that I think of my BA and it makes me happy. Thinking of him reminds me that no matter how down, how lonely or how upset I am I've always got someone on my side who has never failed me. I've got pleanty of other friends who have never let me down, but I don't share the same bond with them that I share with my BA. He's more than just a friend, he's an EVERYTHING man!
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